What An Amazing Weekend

These last three days were an amazing weekend for me. Marvelous!

First, I got accepted by Bank Indonesia through PCPM program.

Second, some of my good friends finally made it to their final presentations and graduated.

Third, two days of Java Jazz 2010 and one day of hanging out with my great friends.

I'm thanking You, my God, for giving me especially these three days.

Alhamdulillah. *big smile*

Terrified - Kara Dioguardi

Beberapa hari ini lagi suka sama lagu ini; Terrified by Kara Dioguardi. Lagunya enak. Dan lagi cocok sama suasana hati aja. *curcol hahaha

Ini ada video-nya; versi Kara Dioguardi dan versi Didi Benami (salah satu peserta American Idol yang nyanyiin lagu ini di Day 1 Hollywood week); dan juga ada liriknya. Enjoy!

Terrified - Kara Dioguardi

You by the light
Is the greatest find
In a world full of wrong
You're the thing that's right

Finally made it through the lonely
To the other side

Chorus:
You said it again
My heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watchin' the shadows burnin' in the dark

And I-I-I'm in love (I'm in love)
And I-I-I'm terrified
For the first time
And the last time
In my only life, life

This could be good
It's already better than that
And nothing's worse than knowing you're holding back

I could be all that you needed
If you let me try

Chorus:
You said it again
My heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watchin' the shadows burnin' in the dark

And I-I-I'm in love (I'm in love)
And I-I-I'm terrified
For the first time
And the last time
In my only life, life

Bridge:
I only said it
'Cause I mean it (ohhhh)
I only mean it
'Cause it's true (ohhhhh)

So don't you tear
What i've been dreaming
'Cause it keeps me up
It holds me close
Whenever I'm without you

Chorus:
You said it again
My heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star o
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watchin' the shadows burnin' in the dark

And I-I-I'm in love (I'm in love)
And I-I-I'm terrified
For the first time
And the last time
In my only life, life

Just Wondering

"A true friend lies for each other, not lies to each other"

(Morgan Grimes to Chuck Bartowski)

Just wondering; gw punya nggak ya temen kayak gitu? kapan ya gw punya temen kayak gitu?

(Maybe) Just A Little Bit of Heart Relieve

Dear Blog,

Hey, you. Long time no see. Well maybe more precisely, long time no write, hehe.

After this long-time-no-write moment, I just wanted to share what sometimes becomes a burden of mine. Sometimes i just feel tired of being myself. The "me" that makes me easy to get along with and to befriended with. But this "me" has made me lose one of my best friends. Maybe I can't write much here about how he became my best friend and how I lost him. Of course, I didn't lose him because he died. It's just that there's something going on between us. (Well it's not a "just" for me, but I think it's a "just" for him. I don't really know about it, though.) And this thing has been tiring for me very very much. Not tiring physically, but tiring emotionally.

I just feel tired to tell the whole story about it here. And maybe writing the whole story here will just hurt me more. So I hope just by writing here a little bit about my feeling would lessen a bit this wound and weariness. Amen.